Pray.

Pray for us…

Whether you pray to God, Allah, Buddha, the Goddess Diana…rely on your Tarot cards, Numerology or Mexican Jumping Beans…please put on your lucky socks…

We are seeing some resistance. The birthmother was so happy that E will have a good family who is adopting him. Her parents also signed another relinquishment. Now this guy who says he’s the birthfather is causing a problem ever since he found out E is going to America.

He is lying, stating that the babyhouse would never let him see his son…but at the same time NOW, saying he knows his rights and he could have his sister adopt him. Now why would he do this after his so called son has been in an orphanage for over a year?!

What is going on here is either a man who is looking for money or a confused angry soul who is simply trying to stop this process without wanting to adopt this boy, for no good reason but to show that he is in control.

He was aggressive with the judge, called Z several times and was aggressive with her today when he met with her. He also didn’t like how the judge spoke to him.

I think each of us have heard this low-class trash with no substance but all threat talk before.

I am sick over this.

He seems a bit crazy.

Please throw out to the Universe whatever you have…and I’ll do everything I can with everything I have on my end of the world…

Ermek doesn’t deserve this…

Friday this guy and his sister (maybe?) will meet with the judge who asked him to come back. He also knows my court is the 19th…and did not like it when the judge told him this is a closed hearing and he is not allowed. Something tells me he’ll be there anyway…


As you know, I recently read the Kite Runner. This book is about integrity and loyalty. The main character made awful decisions throughout his life which hurt others...finally in the end trying to make it right. Is he a bad man? When you hurt others because of your pride just to "win" or prove a point...is it right?