09-10-08

Written yesterday…unable to send because the internet was down:

Dear Vodka,

It’s me, Tasch. Today, 09-10-08, we don’t have water. In fact, it was turned off yesterday eve. When the nurse left my place last night I didn’t have water, but just before 11pm, it came back on. SO…I get excited and use this as a last minute opportunity to wash my hair. I dunked my head under the cold water, squirted my Pureology onto my hands and went to town…and I’m talkin’ turbo-scrub!

Of course, in the span of, idunno, 45 seconds? it completely shut off. Did you know Pureology is NOT a ‘no tear’ shampoo??? Well, it’s not.

EeeessssOK, no worries, I stashed enough water in the tub and in my pots & safely got out of that little hair-crisis. I was in my underwear, all my lights on, all my windows open, running around trying to keep the soap from completely blinding me. LOL

Oh wait…”I almost died” LOL

That was the eve of 09-09-08

Today (09-10-08) I once again went to the babyhome only to meet with Ermec for approx 20 min. I spent the first portion of my visit with one of the doctors. It appears there still isn’t a director. And this woman was the one we met initially who invited me to endure that awful experience last Friday. (I think I’m ready to talk about it now)

Anyway, we discussed Ermek’s file. He’s file No. 69

The woman was 22yo when she gave birth to him on July 19, 2007. When the nurse said the girl was ‘young’, I took her as being a teenager. I think my parents were working on baby number 2 (me) when my mother was around that age…perhaps? Irrelevant info I suppose.

There was a family coming in to see the ‘available children’ as we were leaving. I haven’t signed anything yet…Ermek isn’t even officially available until the end of the month…nothing is officially connecting me to this little guy…Do. Not. Fuck. With. Me.